Wednesday, February 3, 2010

entry bukan menagih simpati~

holloohh...hollooohh...sian nyer kat blog sdr yg nmpk da usang dimamah no entry... ;(
bukan sengaja...tpppp mmg xsempat ~leh trime ke alasan typical nih?

sejak blk opiss...sejak wat projek baru....aku saaaangat laaaa bz....bukan bz mcm xcukup tgn tuh...tp bz cam xcukup otak! eh...camne nak cite ek...hmmmm klu nak design something, mesti amik masa kan....dgn nak carik bahan2 yg sesuai...warne...layout....pastu bile da nak siap,tetibe rs cam xpuas ati plakkkk...deleteeeeee terooos.... ;)

then bende ni pon br seminggu explore sdr...ok alhamdulillah menjadi...tp nape tak diberikan ms? "i nak tgk 2 design next week" "u structure...nnt tunjuk kat i" "wat timeline skali k" "www.--...i nak design as attach" apekah? semuanya dlm ms seminggu.....selepas ko be kenal bende tu dlm seminggu.. ;( huhh...

Aku rs aku TAK KREATIF....sbb tu aku xpenah mntk keje designer...aku lg suke technical kot...at least technical leh blajar....bile dpt solve 1 error tu, next time dah tau dah...tp klu bab2 design...nahasss la klu nak gune design yg same...tp xde masalah kot pd org yg kreatif sbb otak die akan sentiasa hasilkan design yg baruu...aku seeluuttt la kat org2 ituuu.... ;) ~i idore uu...

tppppp......everytime aku dpt task mesti melibatkan DESIGN....xtau la napee....cam skg aku kene develop website using joomla...ok fine..aku suke joomla mayb sbb aku dah biase ngn WCM..tp aku rs sikit tertekan...from zero....aku blajar sdr...seminggu je....then after then ko kene wat banyakkkk website....info=O tenaga+otak=1 ...tp nak very soon..aku jd tension..

kesan tension aku... >> doctor sahkan aku da kene migrain tp still tahap rendah...
>> tido xpenah lena...asik pikirkan camne nak wat tu...camne nak wat ni..
>> hilang focus psl bende lain... asik pikir idea je...
>> dah xkesah sgt bile plan nak dating xjd... ;( ~sbb mls nak pkr byk
>> skg da mule batuk2...jgnnnn..aku xnak demam ;(

tp aku cube atasi >> pas solat doa panjang2...rs lega sgt dpt luahkan kat Allah... ~bukan xde kwn
family just xnak susahkan ati mak abah...bukan xde tunang just xnak bebankan
die..keje die lg bertimbun nak pikir...bukan xde kawan just xnak bikin kwn2 bosan.. ;)


Ish bosanla asik pikir psl keje jek! jom shoping!!! ;p ~alasan mls nak pkr la nih



p/s : ok dah! dah! aku ok je...biase la manusiakannn... tp aku tetap anne yg happy go lucky! lucky ke? ehh ehh rezeki dr Allah sape yg tau kan... ;p peace! ^_^V

2 comments:

dd dudu said...

wahhh kamu bolehhhhhh, chaiyuk2 p('o')q

AnneWeeza said...

yes! yes!! cayok2!! ^_^V